tasteless

right... thursday... I count that as 4 days after surgery... can't talk or chew without biting into my chin from the inside but I'll run amok if I can't have a cig and some caffeinated drink.
the latte macchiato tasted like... dunno... the taste of milk is disgusting right now.
cola. yeah, that's better... the sparkling hurts the gums... outstanding!
I roll a cig. I light it. first one since early monday morning. it tastes like.. I dunno... not what I expected... not what I remember it to taste like. gives a slight headache... tastes like shit.
aww man! no fair. at first I can't decide where the withdrawal is worse.. and now having it both doesn't give me the nice warm fuzzy feeling I missed.
I pour out the latte into the freshly cleaned-out kitchen sewage. I still wonder what the invoice is going to be like. I stub out the cigarette.
dammit.