I don't believe...
- I don't believe in unconditional love. there's always something we all need from our loved ones. we need recognition of who we are ("hey there, this is my gf/bf/hubby/wife.."). we need our peck on the forehead when luvvey comes back from work/hell/the shop/etc. we need our birthday to be remembered. it doesn't have to be remembered with an actual present. a phone call if yer not there is nice. a card. a few lines. if yer there, you can always steal a flower from the neighbours' garden. spending a few minutes every other day to call or drop a line or sit down and really talk. if you work 22 hours a day, a relationship can't really work out. a minimum of commitment is required.
- I don't believe in hollywood nor bollywood. if I've learned one thing in life: happy ends only occur in movies. or for some people who're deluding themselves. what you never see is what happens after happily ever after? they go to the toilet, they start to lie where they go when they're supposedly working long hours (the pub/their secretary's/etc.), they fall out of love, the babies never sleep through a whole night and the level of being exhausted only raises. reality sets in and they get divorced eventually.
- I don't believe in a god. if there's a god, she has a damn weird sense of humour. but since I can neither see nor feel nor smell that presence... I can't believe in it. the thought of being able to blame whatever goes wrong onto someone else... my opinion is: it's our own doing. or bad timing. general piss-poor performance. fucking up.
- I don't believe in "it'll all be good in the end". because it's not. maybe the obstacles change. or the point of view. the angle at which you look at some things. or ya simply cease to care about stuff that much. it sucks and then you keep on living. and then ya start to look the other way.
- I don't believe in "there's one for everyone". if there was, why are there so many singles? or wrecked marriages? or kids growing up on the streets? or people hardened by life to an extent they forget their heart does more than pumping venom through their body? people hurting each other? people killing each other in every sense of the word?
welcome back, depression, old mate. I've missed you. yeah right.
- I don't believe in hollywood nor bollywood. if I've learned one thing in life: happy ends only occur in movies. or for some people who're deluding themselves. what you never see is what happens after happily ever after? they go to the toilet, they start to lie where they go when they're supposedly working long hours (the pub/their secretary's/etc.), they fall out of love, the babies never sleep through a whole night and the level of being exhausted only raises. reality sets in and they get divorced eventually.
- I don't believe in a god. if there's a god, she has a damn weird sense of humour. but since I can neither see nor feel nor smell that presence... I can't believe in it. the thought of being able to blame whatever goes wrong onto someone else... my opinion is: it's our own doing. or bad timing. general piss-poor performance. fucking up.
- I don't believe in "it'll all be good in the end". because it's not. maybe the obstacles change. or the point of view. the angle at which you look at some things. or ya simply cease to care about stuff that much. it sucks and then you keep on living. and then ya start to look the other way.
- I don't believe in "there's one for everyone". if there was, why are there so many singles? or wrecked marriages? or kids growing up on the streets? or people hardened by life to an extent they forget their heart does more than pumping venom through their body? people hurting each other? people killing each other in every sense of the word?
welcome back, depression, old mate. I've missed you. yeah right.
posted by daria l'orange at 2:39 pm
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