signs

I've found this bench in a little park around where I live the other week. it's some sort of sign, but I can't decipher it. in a way, it's quite mysterious and I'm sure someone thought about what they were doing, spraying this on. I can't figure it out. just as I can't figure out most things lately. it seems that my ability to look at things and understand them is withering away. been coocooning in my flat, stuffing it full of shite I don't need, hiding away from a life that's getting more bizarre every minute. as if everyone around me is speaking in a language I just can't grasp all of a sudden. there's probably a motif to what people do and I can't figure it out. there's a hidden meaning to a game I don't understand the rules of. I'm lost here and I can't find out of the maze.