fondness

d'ya know that feeling - listening to an album for the first time, and it doesn't bother you from the start. it goes on repeat, still like the music. after about a dozen repeats, ya start growing fond of it all. don't want to listen to anything else, still finding new aspects and angles on those tracks. start feeling the urge to tell people about it, look at this gem I found

it's happened with jack johnson's on and on and it's happening right now with paul weller's as is now. I just can't see any attraction in other music for some time. it's a bit like being in love with someone new...

it's been that way for me with people, too. with things/situations as well. the fondness doesn't really go away. it stays on. sometimes it turns into such closeness I can't see a reason to take it out of my life. sometimes that'll happen on its own. sometimes the feeling's just gone. and there's no repeat-button to bring it back. it bothers me a little....


I know there's a void that I should fill up with something, someone, I don't know.... and I don't see yet what it is. it's forming inside my head like a storm, slowly, slowly, but yet it has to turn into a shape.