pain in the...

no, not arse. it's ye olde knees and hands again. when I walk it looks like I'm in my late 70ies, not late 20ies. can barely bend the knees. goes to the ankles as well. my hands can barely grab a cig, let alone roll one. when I touch the knuckles it hurts.

so tonight I'm knocking back painkillers a go go.
so from tomorrow night on, it'll be le ganja again. only thing that really takes the inflammation away - if just for a couple of days.

so far, I've met one orthopaedic who didn't think I only imagine this all. though the PKs he gave me are of the sort that leave me drowsy and uncomfortably high, so those are just for the really really bad days.

apart from that I've started a quest for the painkiller for me. good thing my kidneys are utter shite, though I lost the last gemstone from those last week and so there should be time for them to work off the meds.

yeehaawww.