running with scissors

I dunno what to write today.. feeling weird, feeling exhausted and at the same time trying not to give a shit at all. not quite sure if it works out alright, trying to hold my head up high and get on with my friggin' life, I guess...

whatever it was I've been trying to do in the past months hasn't turned into anything, the road to whereever is out there somewhere, I just can't seem to find it.

and then I know I should stop whining and complaining and just fecken' DO SOMETHING

I know, I know..