the good, the bad and the ugly

life ain't a box of chocolate... nuh-uh... it's a little pack of painkillers (coz you never know just how stoned you'll get *chuckles*
I seem to have a new hobby these days: having doc's appointments.
don't know yet what or if something will come out of this.. but if anyone can take my pain away, I'll be grateful.

the good:
now I know I can do a format C, and reinstall xp (yeah I know... don't laugh)
the bad:
now I know I'm too dumb to set up a dsl modem (which worked fine BEFORE I did that format C *rollseyes* but hey - what's techie friends for anyways? LOL
the ugly:
the pains, the loneliness (having no connection to the outside world at nights ruined the rest of my almost non-existant social life) and the not-knowing about what's gonna happen next

someone give me something good to smoke ;o)